Reality Check

Today I concluded that all the nice Chinese songs are damn emo.

Today I found out that bad boys are hot.

Today I was stoning in a toilet cubicle and realised Life is what you make out of it.

Today I saw Junyi for the last time for a loooooong time.

Today I danced like a queen and enjoyed myself.

Today I slept from 430-730pm 'cause 2 pints of Golden Ale made me sleepy.

Today I realised that girls with long hair seriously rock especially when they oh-so-casually ruffle their hair.

Today I lifelessly finished watching Season 1 of 'How I Met Your Mother' and ended up worshipping Barney.

Today I was frustrated by a bunch of guys who earn tens of thousands of pounds and couldn't do something simple like kicking a ball into a goal.

Today my mum realised my class was a few hours away and I'm busy blogging and listening to emo Chinese songs.

In short, today was...

Awesome!!

Legendary!!

And worth a heckload of Hi-5s!!

Sad but true.

People seem to only remember the bad things that other people do to them.

Acts of kindness and sacrifice are as easily tossed to the back of your memory as the face of the stranger you were dancing with in the club.

Years of friendship destroyed by a few unkind words.

Love lost for a few angry statements.

It's hard to forgive and harder to forget.

You might say, "It's ok, I forgive you." But the incident will forever be nibbling away at you like an itch that craves for attention and pain.

Ok, enough talk. Kerkiemonster isn't strong enough to fight the Sandman at this moment. Good night and Good morning!

The Wall

Why do people drink?

Peer pressure?

A fresh experience?

Or to forget their troubles?

Nowadays when I drink, I seem to hit the Wall pretty fast.

So wtf is the Wall anyway??

It's when I get beyond the 'High' part of drinking and sink into the deep thinking part. Like wondering if anything I do ever matters when in a couple of decades or so, I'm not even gonna be on this Earth.

Or what will happen when I die? Is there really an Afterlife and do I want to be a part of it?

I had a weird dream yesterday. I realised after a while that I was in a dream and sought to validate that I was indeed in a dream-state. I remembered reading from somewhere that if you are dreaming, you won't be able to see your hands clearly.

So I lifted my hands and realised that they were blurry and pointed at weird angles which validated my belief that I was in a dream. Once I realised I was in a dream, I proceeded to do all the things I wanted to do without fear of consequences.

I gave my Chinese teacher a hug, although I haven't seen her in ages in real-life. Then I sought out a girl I really liked for a Kiss, but some auto-defence guilt mechanism prevented me from kissing her by making the whole class disappear while I was looking for her for a guilt/consequence-free kiss.

Ok, I've hit the Wall too many times already. Time to take a break and hopefully there's street soccer or Mahjong awaiting me tomorrow. Cheers and Happy Chinese New Year to all!!!