A Weekend in January

And I rest my head now, knowing this well, for I have friends who love me and will love me tomorrow as well.

Fresh Start!!

Happy Lunar New Year people!!

Time to collect Ang Baos Galore!!!

Sorry about the late replies/no shows the past week as I've been terribly busy with interviewing freshies and stuff!!! Guess it's up to me to balance my life!!

Anyway, I'm off to frag more Bak Kua, chocolate coins, and Gua Zi(black not red)!!!

Not to mention the most important of all.......Red packets with $$$ inside!!!

*Ka-ching Ka-ching*

Mmmmmmm...the sweet sound of crispy notes is just so tantalizing!!!

Alright, have fun with your friends and family during this festive season!!!

Kerk Ak Work...Dok Nok Diskurb!!

Got upset today because of a scriptwriter's whim to make a father sign the death warrant for his unborn baby to save his wife.

Fuck this shit.

Like seriously.

Even though it's just some stupid Taiwanese Drama, it made me super mad and pissed off and sad. It's not real, but you never know. The world is so wide and huge and shit happens in real life that you wouldn't even dare to dream about in your worst nightmare.

Got freaking more pissed when the bitch who inadvertently caused the aforementioned accident started to act pathetic to gain sympathy. "Oh, I'll never be able to perform ballet again!"

Two words for you, dear...
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FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By now you must be wondering why I'm so angsty and emo over a lousy show. Must be something wrong with me right???

Two words for you, friend...
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IT'S OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess I just got too much emotions cooped up. Got to release them once in a while or they might just burst out. Think of it as emotional masturbation!!

I wonder why high EQ is so valued nowadays. Is the ability to hide your true emotions and be a true hypocrite important?

They call it 'emotional management' and 'being tactful'. Ok, I agree that you have to 'be tactful' sometimes so that you don't hurt other people's pathetic little feelings.

But are we so used to 'being tactful' that we have forgotten how to be true to ourselves? As usual, there are no right answers to Kerk's questions but there are plenty of wrong ones though.

Such as :

"Sorry, but a pretty princess like me can't go out with blondie bengs like you...We're just not meant to be!!!"

or

"Yup, I finished mugging everything...like before the term started...like you are so going to get your ass kicked...and don't worry, I'll say hi to the HDs for you!"

And my replies to such wrong answers are short and curt. In fact you can find my Big and Bold reply above. (Hint : Two words!!) Reward for guessing the correct reply will be a box of Hello Kitty Strawberry Cream Filled Biscuit!!

In case you're too eager to claim the delightful treat, I think you haven't been reading the news. Here, I'll help you out.

>>>I'm a link so click me, Stupid!<<<

How about that? Never in your worst nightmare would you imagine getting kidney stones from eating cute innocent-looking Hello Kitty Biscuits.

Alright I'm going to bed.

Good morning and good night!!

Reminder to Self

Happiness comes in Limited Amounts...
Squander at your own risk!!

And Fiona Sit is CUTE!!!

Return of the Kerk

Sometime when He fucks things up badly
He wishes He could just say Sorry
And Things would be the same
The way before He came

What do you want??

Just came back from chilling with a couple of friends. Touched upon a couple of Serious Issues. From Relationship Issues to Aims in Life to How to React when a Girl you're trying to Pick Up says she's Attached (W T F!!!)

We approached the issues from our personal perspectives and came out with multiple answers. But I realised that.....it's just like when you're writing a GP Essay....there's no one Right Answer!!

But here's a few things I do want for sure.

I want to stop treating the people who love me the most for granted. Like my Mum. Always upsetting her. Always assuming she'll be there. I don't know. Don't know what I'll do if she's taken away from me. I know I don't appreciate her enough.

I want to have kids! I don't know. Maybe because I had a bad childhood. So I want to compensate for it. Make sure that my kids will have an enjoyable time growing up. But will I suffocate them with my love and expectations?

I want to be happy. Who doesn't? But what makes you truly happy? A Lamborghini in your lot? Or leaving a footnote in history of being a famous so-and-so?

I want to find the One. Who are you? Where are you? Will we ever meet? Have I passed by you without knowing?

Ok, this is damn disorganized but so are my thoughts.

So.....What do you really want??

I have climbed the highest mountains
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you.

I have run, I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you.

But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.

The Longest Movie

Another quiet night.

Another emo song.

Kerk

What Kerk Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Reality Check

Today I concluded that all the nice Chinese songs are damn emo.

Today I found out that bad boys are hot.

Today I was stoning in a toilet cubicle and realised Life is what you make out of it.

Today I saw Junyi for the last time for a loooooong time.

Today I danced like a queen and enjoyed myself.

Today I slept from 430-730pm 'cause 2 pints of Golden Ale made me sleepy.

Today I realised that girls with long hair seriously rock especially when they oh-so-casually ruffle their hair.

Today I lifelessly finished watching Season 1 of 'How I Met Your Mother' and ended up worshipping Barney.

Today I was frustrated by a bunch of guys who earn tens of thousands of pounds and couldn't do something simple like kicking a ball into a goal.

Today my mum realised my class was a few hours away and I'm busy blogging and listening to emo Chinese songs.

In short, today was...

Awesome!!

Legendary!!

And worth a heckload of Hi-5s!!

Sad but true.

People seem to only remember the bad things that other people do to them.

Acts of kindness and sacrifice are as easily tossed to the back of your memory as the face of the stranger you were dancing with in the club.

Years of friendship destroyed by a few unkind words.

Love lost for a few angry statements.

It's hard to forgive and harder to forget.

You might say, "It's ok, I forgive you." But the incident will forever be nibbling away at you like an itch that craves for attention and pain.

Ok, enough talk. Kerkiemonster isn't strong enough to fight the Sandman at this moment. Good night and Good morning!